Tilted Forum Project Discussion Community - View Single Post - I'm in love with my ex (Well, one of them)

Infinite_Loser · 03-12-2007, 11:14 AM

As I stated prior, she won't talk to me anymore and understandably so. She blocked my emails, she won't answer her phone, she avidly avoids me and if we do happen to pass by each other she won't even look at me.

*Sigh*

I told her that it was her fault for being abused in her previous relationship and I was glad that it happened (Yeah, her ex sexually abused her), I told her that I hoped her and her kids died, I called her a whore/slut/every other name in the book, I talked down to her and did a whole host of other things I'd rather not talk about. I already know that she won't forgive me. I knew that when I said those things-- I just didn't care at the time. If there were any way possible to take back what I said to her, I would. But I can't. And no matter what I say to her, she'll never forget what I said (She told me that herself).

Anyway, I don't want anyone else. I know that sounds so cliched, but I truly do love her. That's why I couldn't forgive her cheating. The thing I realized, albeit a little late, is that being with Michelle was/is vastly superior to being without her, regardless of what happened in the past.

03-12-2007, 11:14 AM	#6 (permalink)
Infinite_Loser Junkie Location: Lake Mary, FL	As I stated prior, she won't talk to me anymore and understandably so. She blocked my emails, she won't answer her phone, she avidly avoids me and if we do happen to pass by each other she won't even look at me. Sigh I told her that it was her fault for being abused in her previous relationship and I was glad that it happened (Yeah, her ex sexually abused her), I told her that I hoped her and her kids died, I called her a whore/slut/every other name in the book, I talked down to her and did a whole host of other things I'd rather not talk about. I already know that she won't forgive me. I knew that when I said those things-- I just didn't care at the time. If there were any way possible to take back what I said to her, I would. But I can't. And no matter what I say to her, she'll never forget what I said (She told me that herself). Anyway, I don't want anyone else. I know that sounds so cliched, but I truly do love her. That's why I couldn't forgive her cheating. The thing I realized, albeit a little late, is that being with Michelle was/is vastly superior to being without her, regardless of what happened in the past. __________________ I believe in equality; Everyone is equally inferior to me. Last edited by Infinite_Loser; 03-12-2007 at 11:16 AM..