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Regrets...
I need some advise. I agree'd to something that I really regret, and don't know how to go back to like it never happened. I've been married for less than a year, but we've been together for 5 years. We were talking one night about fantasies, and my husband asked if I ever fantasized about being with a woman. He said he always fantasized about watching two women, and how much it would turn him on to see me with one, he just wanted to watch and not participate. I never really fantasized about it, but it started turning me on. We talked ourselves into it, and knew just the person. And now the regrets - I've always considered him a great lover, but never had more than one orgasm, and it took me a while to get there. I always had to push his head away after I had an orgasm because it was too sensitive and it started to hurt, but I was satisfied with having just one. Honestly, I never had more than one even masturbating. But, all that just changed. This woman turned me on so much, she really knew what she was doing. I don't know if it was because it was something new and exciting, but I had three really hard intense orgasms and was begging for more. I know my husband was really turned on by it, but afterward he was very quiet. The next day I asked him about it, and he was angry that he can't do that for me. Sex just isn't the same, and I'm not getting turned on at all anymore. I tried to describe the mechanics of what she did, but that just started a big fight.
How do I fix this?
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