to everyone who has posted in this thread THANK YOU. and i mean that sincerely, i'm pretty new to this board and i really thought i was in for some rough responses when i posted (but just wanted to vent regardless) and i have read all of the posts on here a couple of times and i have nothing but respect for everything that has been said and for those of you that have been good enough to try and help.
i'm still pretty busted up over it, but it's only been a couple of days. i've talked to my close friends about it, and i've talked to her about it to let her know the absolute sense of betrayal i'm feeling, not only as "boyfriend/girlfriend" but as someone i considered a very good friend long before that...
i really don't think she understands (and that hurts too, cause i thought she was the kinda person that would and would have the compassion to admit and help me deal with it)...so i'm trying to get through this thing leaning on the shoulders of my closest friends (and family)
it's hurting pretty bad, but i know time will help and reading these posts have made me feel a lot better this morning so again THANK YOU.
(at some point, i'll get over this and not be a head case member of the board, so if everyone is patient, at some point i'll try to be a "positive" member of the board)
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