Suzz04

i don't know... i just got called the biggest bitch ever. all i do is yell at my child.... yell at him.... i snap over little things... and "he's tired of getting yelled at and hearing bitching all the time" and..."you're never happy cause you're always bitching and moaning about something"

first person i spoke with about it... told me i was a idiot..and he was a idiot.... bah.... i'm not sure whether or not to get angry...cry.... or what....

to be honest... i'm sick of taking all this medicine for my bipolar (i have too.... nothing else worked up til i went on medication) and i'm sick of being verbally attacked by my 11 yr old all the time... we're in the "you're stupid and i know everything" stage....

it's hard not to lash back when someone is lashing at you. and i can't get it talked out because when i try it seems like i'm putting my foot in my mouth and making it even worse.

edit : the part on the bitch was from my mother who says i do nothing but bitch but she doesn't know about hte other part

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