Yeah it sounds to me like you're a bit insecure about yourself, whether it's conscious or unconscious. If you're constantly worried about what she's doing or where she is or if she's fucking another guy, then you definitely have a slight insecurity issue.
Just trust her, and if she hurts you, get over it. Having trust in someone is one of the best parts of a relationship...you won't ever be happy if you're constantly worried about what she's doing. If anything bad ever does happen between you and her, you calling her everyday certainly isn't going to stop it. If she leaves you, you badgering her about what she's doing won't prevent it. Just let the relationship fold out and put your trust into her. The worst thing that can happen is she fucks around and leaves you, which simply won't be prevented by calling her everyday when she doesn't want you to. People leave each other all the time -- it's not the end of the world.
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