blade02

Well they were at first, now Im either getting less scared or already talking myself into thinking things are ok.

First off, the background. I met this girl at a party about 2 months back, at the time she was with a guy, but spent alot of time talking with me. She happend to be one of those girls that talking to them is like 2nd nature (some girls I cant talk to at all, but with her I have no problem). I tried to get her number that night, but she politefully declined (looking back on it, i think it was a good sign that she wouldnt give me her number while she was dating someone else). So flash ahead a couple of months and Im at another party and see the guy she was dating... I hear about them breaking up, and in one of my rare moments of boldness, I purposelly go to the store she works at to buy my little sister's birthday card. The planned work and she was there. She mentions to me the break-up and I take that as her being interested. Turns out she was, so now we're seeing each other.

The good: So far we're clicking really well, we have a lot of things in common or things that we both do, but at the same time, completely different ways of arriving to the same conclusion. Then there's the whole her not giving me her number till she was single thing which I just think was pretty classy. Lastly, shes amazingly hot. Like the "how am i dating so far out of my league?" kind of hot.

The bad: She lives with one of her exboyfriends, who clearly is not thrilled when I come over. I try to be polite to the guy and so far only hold her hand or let her lean on me while we're in front of him. I do this mostly because I know how hard it is to get over an ex, and how things probably aren't working out the way he planned when he decided to be roommates with her. But Its getting to the point where Im feeling like if he doesn't want to see it, then maybe he shouldn't insist on watching the movie with us. When we do go back to her bedroom he always finds nice noisy stuff to do, like moving the foose ball table or other heavy clunky items. Other than that she seems to have expensive tastes and is very picky. Though so far it hasnt been an issue, just something that makes me wrinkle my forehead a little everyonce in awhile. That and she's a tad bit on the clingy side, we've seen eachother just a handful of times and she's already talking about how she's afraid that she's falling for me. Not that I mind a beautiful girl falling for me, its just that at the moment, its too early for me to be feeling that attached to anyone.

So yeh, Just felt like I needed to post this somewhere. I probably would have blogged but she's already on my myspace friends list and would read it. Feel free to throw in some advice or comments, but I really just expect to see this sink to the bottom of the page.