Isn't there some kind of medication you can take to help get over the hump with the eating disorder?
I wasted my college years being bulimic.....such a waste of time, and important things I should have been doing (like getting the degree
) went undone in the repetitive turmoil.
Looking back on it now....It was like I was in a hole and couldn't climb out. I wish I had gone to a doctor and gotten an antidpressant or something.....anything to help climb the first few steps out. Luckily, Getting married seemed to change things....and I've never struggled again.
Oh.... and I don't think I did it for attention...it was desperation, though I don't know why I felt so desperate now.
Don't believe everything, just try to use your smarts and common sense, and help yourself!