It's okay that you aren't on the internet much Josie. It's just the fact that so many posted their comments and you didn't come back to acknowledge them. Especially in the first thread.
Most of us here only want thoughts/comments/advice as to what others might give. It is good to know that you have made your decission on your own, for it's only yours to make.
Best wishes to you Josie. And come back anytime, ya heah?