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I'd have to agree with don, if you were "asexual" there would not even be masturbation going on, this is a contradiction.
Likely you have intimacy issues, and this is how they manifest. I would look into your past atr your childhood, what kinds of ideas did your parents give you about sex, how was it viewed. Also, was there any sexual abuse of any kind, this is the most common reason for what you call asexuality.
A close second is emotional abuse, such as drilling into a kids head that sex is wrong, or dirty, and other such nonsense.
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