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Put bluntly, I think you probably blew your chance, at least for now. 2 years of hesitating is enough to put doubts in anyone's mind. I think she expected more from you, more dedication, more assurance, more security, and after those 2 years you've made it very difficult for her to ever trust you with her heart truly. Who knows, you could change your mind again and apparently she is looking for something stronger than what you have been able to offer her. If it's that important to you, stay at her side for a while and see if there's any chance of a reconciliation. After that, move on.
One question: what happened 2 months ago so suddenly that made you so sure that she's the girl you want to spend the rest of your life with?
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Whether we write or speak or do but look
We are ever unapparent. What we are
Cannot be transfused into word or book.
Our soul from us is infinitely far.
However much we give our thoughts the will
To be our soul and gesture it abroad,
Our hearts are incommunicable still.
In what we show ourselves we are ignored.
The abyss from soul to soul cannot be bridged
By any skill of thought or trick of seeming.
Unto our very selves we are abridged
When we would utter to our thought our being.
We are our dreams of ourselves, souls by gleams,
And each to each other dreams of others' dreams.
Fernando Pessoa, 1918
Last edited by little_tippler; 09-05-2006 at 05:20 AM..
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