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We have been dating for 1 year and 8 months now. Recently, she has made some new friends and she goes out with them alot leaving me in the dust a bit. I confronted her about all that a while ago saying that i was completely ok with her going out with her friends ( which are mostly male btw ) as long as i dont get treated second to them. I noticed things change shortly afterwards. She started spending more and more time with them. One of her friends became interested in her, making moves on her and everything. She was completely honest with me ( at this point i have no reason to doubt her ) so i believed her when she told me she was not interested in this guy at all.

I confronted her a few times about the situation and eventually i tell her that i am fucking tired of being treated like shit so she could spend time with her friends and that i felt she was giving me a minimum of attention just so i would stick with her. Soooo we take a 4 day break and she calls me one morning saying she misses me and shit and that we should see eachother that night.

I go over, we talk and she tells me she isnt sure her feelings for me are the same ( as she had told me the day we decided to take the break ) but that she really wanted to try and make things work. We end up having sex that night and i notice she is fucking weird afterwards.


I spoke to her yesterday as we had plans to meet up at a club for a mutual friends birthday and that is when she told me that she kissed her friend that was interested in her during our little break and that she was confused. She knows i have no tolerance for cheating, i have stressed that so many times. Do you all consider this cheating ? I certainly feel cheated. Adding this up with the way she treated me for the past while i dont think i can forgive it.

It breaks my heart because i love her, but i think today might just be the day that i break up with my first serious girlfriend.