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Be happy with what you learned while in the relationship and with the fact that she motivated you to get back on track. Now stay on track, and find ways to mitvate yourself. Do stuff on your own, just get out of the house and you'll meet people, if you're open enough. Like ratbastid says, it will get worse first, but soon you'll feel better. This girl wasn't your life. You have life within yourself and you're still young so there are still so many good things and opportunities coming your way...look forward to it!
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Whether we write or speak or do but look
We are ever unapparent. What we are
Cannot be transfused into word or book.
Our soul from us is infinitely far.
However much we give our thoughts the will
To be our soul and gesture it abroad,
Our hearts are incommunicable still.
In what we show ourselves we are ignored.
The abyss from soul to soul cannot be bridged
By any skill of thought or trick of seeming.
Unto our very selves we are abridged
When we would utter to our thought our being.
We are our dreams of ourselves, souls by gleams,
And each to each other dreams of others' dreams.
Fernando Pessoa, 1918
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