Sage

You're young.

You're horny.

You've been getting the same piece of tail since you were 16, and you want something different.

This isn't bad- honestly, if you "almost had sex but didn't" with this other girl you find attractive, you're ready to end things with your current GF but don't know how because you've been together for so long and have all this baggage built up together. If it's to the point you're thinking about cheating, and also liking the fact that there's another woman who wants to get in your pants, you're not really being respectful of your current relationship.

Now, that's not a reason to feel bad. That IS, however, a BIG reason to take a step back and ask yourself "Why am I dating my GF?" You're probably still dating her because you've been dating her for as long as you can remember. Is she your first "serious" girlfriend? Often that first relationship will go on way, way longer than it should just because it offers security. Go out there and get some tail- if you're in college you're probably almost done by now- go enjoy being young. Don't cheat on your girlfriend or lie to her about liking some other girl or "almost have sex" behind her back- you're a man, go act like one.

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