yes, i do feel guilty, we have talked numerous times, and we both agree that it needs to stop, we both want it to stop, we are working at it, that is a huge part, but i am also just totally freaked out because we did it even though we know we shouldnt.
the chance of pregnancy is so slim though, right, considering no semen was even near my vagina? thats' what i'm hanging on to, but the guilt and the fact that i am going on 3 days late here does also really play on my nerves and then that makes it worse. it is a viscious cycle...
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