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as stupid as i feel, here i am again,
5-6 days before my period was supposed to start this month, my bf and i once again fooled around, i gave him head, 69, he fingered me, etc. there was no sex, and his penis was not close to my vagina. afterwards, and he cleaned up, we showered together, but did not do anything, and again, it wasn't close to me.
well my period should have started friday, and it is sunday. my body has been on a weird schedule, with working nights and now it is back to normal. also with my rediculously heavy painful period last month, i thought perhaps it was just going to take a while, or be a couple days late.
as you know, i am a horrible worrier. i have felt slightly crampy today, and my boobs do NOT hurt, which usually means it's on its way, especially since they hurt a bit the last couple days, or so i think, my mind does play enormous tricks on me to believe things i shouldn't. also, today, i have felt a bit queazy. my sister has been sick last week, and i might have that, but with the other information, i am of course, fearing the worst.
i know that stress does not help, but i can't make myself feel better. i know that pregnancy can come at any time of the month, but usually has the best chance around day 15, which would have been nearly a week before we did stuff. we hadn't done anything at all since my last period when i wrote last.
any advice or information or knowledge would be graciously accepted, and sorry for the long post.
one last question: if my period does miraculously come and it is light, should i worry still or not?
oh, one more thing, my sister (who i live with, at home) had her period like a week early (she is young and irregular yet), and i have heard talk about when women live together, their periods often regulate each other, could that also have something to do with mine, or am i making excuses?
please help if you can, i don't know what else to do at the moment.
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this is me, i'm lil fle
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