ktthequeen

Aye!

Ok, talking me through stuff was not me wanting to go through all the dirty, gory details...FAR from it. The TWO times I've brought it up were 1) after I was discussion with him my move and 2) after he said something that inadvertantly made me uncomfortable.

As for the time I actually see him face-to-face, I see him AT LEAST once a month for 4-5 days at a time. His job brings him out more, but it's entirely dependant on the customers so we never know far in advance.

Meh, whatever. I didn't really get any actual advice other than seeing a therapist and not using him as one (duh...). My only hope was that someone had dated someone in a similar situation and had some advice, to where I can even say the fucking WORD "rape" or even the word "PAST" in relation to my life without the response of silence. I know, I know, I asked but I just don't feel anywhere near supported...and thus don't care.

Thanks for the few who seem to understood...