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Well it has now come down to the idea that I really just have to wait till wednesday to see if she'll show up at the airport. If she doesn't then I know I've lost her, and even if she does show up that means almost nothing. I've tried to talk a bit about this on the phone and I've realized now that talking this out over a phone is a terrible idea and it's only going to work if her and I sit down and have a chat where we can see each other and look each other in the eyes and talk about our true feelings. So I guess now I just wait till wednesday, but I really have no idea what else to do to pass that time. I hope each day that things will get better but I'm still unsure about it more each and everyday.
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