What to do
I've been in a relationship for the last six months with someone that I absolutely love. But due to certain things we are way to close, example being, we work together and because she had no other option we live together too. We recently went on vacation and got into a large fight that basically put us on the borderline of being broken up, I'm not sure if we're apart our together. It seemed while we were there that she just needed alone time and to be with her friends and that just couldn't happen with me there.
I bought a plane ticket in the middle of the night and left because I thought it would be the best thing for the two of us. Now two days after I've spoken to her once after I got off the plane and she's yet to contact me. We basically got to the point that we were around each other too much and there was nothing we could do about it. I knew that going on the trip was a bad idea but I did it for her. In reflection I'm trying to figure out what I should do. I have decided not to call her because I think if things are to really work out she'll call back.
My question here is what I should do, I know you all don't have all the details but this is eating me up inside. I know it's a short ammount of time in a relationship (for some) but I'm at the point that I would do anything for this woman because I love her. I want more than anything to have her call me or come home early like I did, but I get scared when I think that we could have actually ended this. There was talk about going back to being friends. I told her once that I'd always be up for that and now I'm not so sure because I'm too attached, but somewhere in there I think that she wants more then just a friendship. I want to note that although we fought, she did take me to the airport. She didn't kick me out of the car but walked me inside and talked with me for 45minutes. We said that we'd try and work things out when we got back, that she would move out and we'd try and start over, or atleast try and fix things. We hugged and kissed each other goodbye, but inside my head I'm still beating myself up because I'm sorry I left even if it was the best option.
I know that there is very little anyone can do and that I just have to wait this all out, but I'm looking for some sort of advice, ways to fix stuff and figure out what, if anything, I should do because I know this is going to take work.
Last edited by FallenAvatar; 06-24-2006 at 02:22 PM..
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