Thank you for your kind words and I agree, I do have to keep going. I would never forgive myself if I gave up. not only that but my fiance and I know nothing else and although I know we love each other for many different reasons I think maybe one thing that attracts her to me is my endless enthusiasm and passion towards the dark paradox that is comedy. i guess sometimes i get exhausted without any of rest.
I'm just worried that I'll get to the point where it is obvious that I am making no progress and have to go back to university at 30? I'm scared of the future that this holds, on the other hand, it is the only future I want...
I feel torn.
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ME: I officially love coffee more then you now.
EX: uh...
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