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I'm sorry, but I don't see that you did anything. *Perhaps* you did very briefly allow yourself to get closer to someone than normal, but gees.
I do think that a hotel room, a bottle of wine, and an attractive co-worker of the opposite sex could have turned into something much more, but it didn't. You shouldn't flagellate yourself over something that didn't happen. Evaluate it, try to figure out why it happened, and decide if you need to re-evaluate either your relationship with the bf or how you feel in general.
Now, did you say that you and your bf are meeting after 4 years of not being together, and he's going to allow this meeting to be briefer than it needs to be because of that incident?
Umm, I can't imagine not seeing my SO for 4 years, and that would certainly color my viewpoint on the advice I could offer.
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"Love is a snowmobile racing across the tundra and then suddenly it flips over, pinning you underneath.
At night, the ice weasels come." -
Matt Groening
My goal? To fulfill my potential.
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