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I have really thought about if this is what I want or if I want to deal with this and the stress and hurt that will more than likely come of it, and everytime the results are the same; I want to stay, I'm willing to do whatever it takes. She really is an incredible person when she isn't sick. She makes me unbelieveably happy and how much she has shown me about life in general in such a short amount of time its amazing. She wants me to help and wants me to be there. I have come to the understanding that there will be bad days and good days and instead of dwelling on the bad days, just cherish the good ones and take the bad ones as they come. I could've easily walked away from her when she first told me when we met but I didn't. Every one of her of her past relationships have bailed on her because things got to hard, but she deserves someone to help her and be there, and I am more than 100% willing to be that person. I know I can handle this and be her support system when need be. Struggles are a part of life and I am naturally a helping person, especially for those very close to me, so this is another learning experience.
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