i've been on this site for weeks now and i've seen how much people's advise help other with doubts and situations...and it's my time to open up and ask for help/advise...i don't talk to people about my problems, i bottle them up, i've been doing it all my life and then i met someone whom i've share all my secrets, dreams and fears and when it started we were all over each other, time passed and we moved in together and decided to try birth control to avoid "getting pregnant" well i started on orthoeva WOW it changed me, I didn't have feeling anymore, couldn't cry, nothing was funny and i was dry as anything, not to mention the lack of sexual drive, then we went to the pill...a little better but i started milking!!! yes milking and i'm not pregnant.. my gyno (gave up) and decided that a non hormonal IUD would probably be the best way to not get pregnant and go back to normal, it's been almost a year and not much has changed, my emotions are back, i still milk a little but my drive never came back...i'm so depressed i know my boyfriend loves me and we are trying everything, oils, toys, porn, but it's almost as if i'm dead, i've been seeng a pyschologist...i've considered leaving him because i don't think i'll ever be fixed and i don't want him to have to put up with this. Birth control ruined my life and i don't know how to go back to the young energetic me...anyone please
