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For me it really depends on the situation or event. In my professional life I have never lost it, well once, when I was younger. Occasionally I have seen my boss blow up, and even a few times at me. Truth is I find it sort of childish. At work I am very discipline, expect for all the time that I spend at my pooter not doing work related stuff. I use a different set of language skills, and do pretty much everything by the book.
I might piss some people off here, but I think that religion is a weakness of mental control. As a atheist I feel I have a pretty good handle on this. I find the appeal of God and Heaven very attractive, but I know what is real and what is fake and I won’t give in to it. It’s hard sometimes, but I just have to rationalize things then I am okay.
With women I have little mental control. I just cant help it. I let my emotions dictate my feelings. Its easy for me to fall for a girl and hard for me to get over one that I really like. I don’t know what power women have on me. I try every thing to convince myself one way, but I just feel as if I am lying to myself.
With my children, I don’t loose it not very much, but wish I never lost it with them. They can be the masters of the art of button pushing. I have said things in the past that I regret. I’m sure they don’t remember now, but I do. If I want to improve on anything, its in this area. I love them so much, and only want them to have great memories of me.
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