| Like Martian said, you need to let go of your "love" for her for the time being. Maybe she wants to be friends with benefits but doesn't think you can get over the emotional hurdle right now... 
				__________________Whether we write or speak or do but look
 We are ever unapparent. What we are
 Cannot be transfused into word or book.
 Our soul from us is infinitely far.
 However much we give our thoughts the will
 To be our soul and gesture it abroad,
 Our hearts are incommunicable still.
 In what we show ourselves we are ignored.
 The abyss from soul to soul cannot be bridged
 By any skill of thought or trick of seeming.
 Unto our very selves we are abridged
 When we would utter to our thought our being.
 We are our dreams of ourselves, souls by gleams,
 And each to each other dreams of others' dreams.
 
 Fernando Pessoa, 1918
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