maleficent

you're supposed to actually meet your neighbors? Damn, I'm way too much of a new yorker... i lived in one place 6 years, couldn't tell you who lived across the hall, another place for 7 years, had no idea who lived below me - just heard their constant noise, i've been in this current place about 6 months, i've said hello to the people across the hall, twice, otherwise - the middle of the night fire drills we have weren't conducive to being social...

I'm not good at making friends... I don't know how... I haven't had a real friend since my friend died... and that was a friendship that started in kindergarden... I'm trying to be more open to that friendship thing - -but it's hard... and i've never really lived in any places that people are friendly...

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