The little devil on your shoulder sometimes gets the better of us unfortunately. Even though you don't want to and you sway back and forth - look, no don't look, you most inevitabily kick yourself after you do. Kind of like, should I drive past their place on the off chance I might see them outside .......... but what would you do even if you did see them??
The bad thing with the net is that you can say just about anything and who knows if you're bullshitting or not. I agree with Skier. Just because you typed something months or years ago, is it therefore carved in stone? No, it was a feeling / thought you had at that time.
If she doesn't want to keep in contact and you're who you say you are in your correspondence with her ......... her loss right?
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