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hunnychile · 04-26-2006, 06:43 PM

"In sickness and in health"...I did take that vow & I promised that no matter what - I would be there, but I must say, in total honesty, that after 25 years of one "major sickness" after another, I can hardly handle it any longer. My S.O. is ALWAYS sick! If I had known that I was marrying a hypocondriac I would have walked (no, RUN) the other way from the alter. Seriously. I used to love him with my entire heart, but it's become a neurosis that I can't handle any more and I am beyond the place of feeling guilty any longer.

Oh - Geez...What to do?
I am slowly moving toward a place of peace & non-involvement. The entire situation has drained every ounce of life & creativity out of me.

I don't even feel guilty about being totally numb any more.

04-26-2006, 06:43 PM	#10 (permalink)
hunnychile Alien Anthropologist Location: Between Boredom and Nirvana	"In sickness and in health"...I did take that vow & I promised that no matter what - I would be there, but I must say, in total honesty, that after 25 years of one "major sickness" after another, I can hardly handle it any longer. My S.O. is ALWAYS sick! If I had known that I was marrying a hypocondriac I would have walked (no, RUN) the other way from the alter. Seriously. I used to love him with my entire heart, but it's become a neurosis that I can't handle any more and I am beyond the place of feeling guilty any longer. Oh - Geez...What to do? I am slowly moving toward a place of peace & non-involvement. The entire situation has drained every ounce of life & creativity out of me. I don't even feel guilty about being totally numb any more. __________________ "I need compassion, understanding and chocolate." - NJB Last edited by hunnychile; 04-26-2006 at 06:47 PM..