Thanks a lot for the advices. I just think i shouldn't worry...i've been going out with my boyfriend for almost 2 years now, and i'm sure he's really in love with me. Our relationship's fine, i guess i just panicked. Like he told me, he's been watching porn for a long, long time, much before he was going out with me, and he just continued, so it's probably all right,
but still how can he tell me i'm beautiful and sexy if he's been watching sex bombs for eternity?!? i'm like almost nothing compare to these porn stars, so i can he really think what he says when talking about my
appearance 
???
Oh, and to answer to "Sage", well i went on my boyfriend's laptop because he was in the shower. he knew i was going to go on it, i do it often and he doesn't really care. So, i was searching music and found videos he had forgotten to delete, as he told me...
Anyways, its my first serious relationship, same thing for him, so it would be stupid to stay upset about it any longer confused
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