Seriously?
Who to choose here, is your baby. You have to raise that child right. You have to let maturity play a bigger part in your decision-making than it is... because right now...
...you realize you're talking about cheating on the father of your baby, because he isn't good in bed, right? Because you're having an immature, teenage lustful attraction, right? I mean, we have to be honest- and that's what it is. It's not like you love the guy, he lights up your life, he's shown you what it's like to be appreciated- no, you want some dick. Blunt, yes, but that's what it is- and I'm sorry, but you're going to have to suck it up and play like an adult for a while now that you have a child. That's how life goes. You need to be responsible for the sake of your kid. Giving your baby a good life is not accomplished by jumping at your baby's father's friend because "he's hott", or any such similar situation.
Whether you consider yourself to be an adult, you now have a baby who looks to you to be one. I hope you love your baby enough to make the adult decisons you need to make.
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