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Imagine the girl/guy you care about the most in your life right now, whether it's your wife or girlfriend, and now picture her fucking another guy.

That's how I feel sometimes.

Long story short, I was with a girl for 2.5 years, we broke up last summer and since then, she's had relationships with other guys. However, lately we've been getting close again and a lot of the issues we had are now gone or minimized.

My problem is that it's really painful thinking about the things we've been through, and how during our breakup, so much has happened including her getting with a few different guys.

Technically, it isn't cheating, but it still is really painful thinking about it, especially now that we're getting so close again. That's one of my biggest concerns with her at this point, I feel like I'll just end up blaming her for the breakup and accusing her of a bunch of shit because I can't get over the past.

I know that in order for things to work out between us, I'll have to let go of the past. But I honestly don't know how to do that, I feel a lot of pain whenever I think about it.

Comments suggestions? Thanks

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