"My health is suffering as well as my career and relationship. "
You need to do more than cut down... you recognize that you've got a problem... Only you can get yourself to do something about it... You have to decide what's more important to you - the booze? or your health/career/relationships. It doesn't appear that you can have both.
Run, don't walk, to your physician and tell her/him everything you wrote above... heck print out the thread so you don't forget... You need help...
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Free your heart from hatred. Free your mind from worries. Live simply. Give more. Expect less.
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