it seems i have a lot to think about! but a little bit more background about this situation. I had actually asked her if she wanted to stay at my place 2 days earlier, because i knew that if she came home with me after the party I would have been a drunken idiot, so i decided that i would rather spend a night with her, without alchohol slurring my words where we could just relax and be with each other.
but she had an important occasion to attend to. but still... does this if not nothing else prove that i want to have fun with her at parties and also spend lots of "us" time?
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