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I am seriously in quite a pickle. We talked today and said all she wanted from me was patience and I wasn't giving it to her and that she doesn't even want to get back ever at this point because of it. She said we would talk once I got back and that if I wanted to still work on us, then I needed to show her instead of just tell her I will. She said I was suffocating her and pressuring her into making up her mind and always asking her the same questions and knowing I'll be getting the same answers. I don't know what to do anymore. I want her still but I feel bad for how I've been acting and now I am unsure of what is going on. She sounds sincere when she tells me she wants this, or at least when she did, but now I feel as if I fucked everything up. I feel like I took things too far and no we are past the point of repairing anything, including a real friendship. What now? How do I go about this now? I am up and down with this. One day I don't care, then the next I do. I truly love this girl and I know she loves me, but WTF. You all are probably tired of hearing about this, but this is so hard to know what to do when things just keep popping up.
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