Thank you all again. Today was not very good. We went to starbucks and got into a huge fight and we are completely done as of this afternoon. I know I said somethings i shouldn't have, but I'm not to sure on how I feel about it. I told her I was done being fucked around and that if she wanted to find comfort in someone elses dick, then she could be my guest(she's been around with her friend as of lately) and that she could call me when she was mature enough to handle a relationship. Then I felt bad and called her to apologize, and she told me its done, and I won't have to worry about her fucking with me anymore and hung up. That hurt, but I think it'll be easier to move on now that this has happened, and now that the idea of us even getting back together is gone. I feel relived and sad at the same time, but it goes with how close we were and now how far apart we have become. I decided that I'm leaving this week and going back to Ohio for spring break and completley take myself out of this situation and get away from everything for a bit. The decision was sudden, and $490 later, I think it'll be worth it in the end. I'm not even taking my phone with me. I'm gonna get my head together and come back stronger, or that is at least the plan. But thank you to everyone that has given their advice, I really did take it into consideration while dealing with all of this. I'll update everyone that cares once I get back and start school again. Hopefully my plan works.
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