......heh.... the funny thing is that there is a strong possibility I will be working with him again..and I don't think I can do it. Also not a good idea at all. I really regret the pain I caused his wife, and I fear her like crazy..
But I've kept my word, as difficult as it has been and still is: I haven't contacted him in months no matter how tempted I've been..and trust me I've been extremely tempted..especially when it hits me again, and I become all nostalgic and wonder how he is, how he's coping, what he's doing, ect.
I've come to terms that this is how things are, and I am very aware that if I contact him in the slightest way, the shit is gonna hit the fan big time.
Last edited by taboo; 02-09-2006 at 08:49 PM..
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