"" So it took me 20 years to find out that while I love many things, I have absolutely no direction in life. ""
Young jedi.... we all love many things. No one (especially us interweb dweebs) can tell you your direction, you must find it yourself.
"" Everything I want to do involves me putting my future on the line.. ""
Bam....you hit the nail on the head. You want someone to tell you what to do so that you have no responsibility for what does or does not happen. You must take responsibility for your own life. You will find that to be successful in anything you must commit completely. Scary, hell yes. Rewarding, completely.
"" It's dangerous and I could end up flat on my ass. ""
Yep. But then you will do like everyone else...get up, dust yourself off, and move on to the next adventure.
My suggestion, get a job in the film industry. Anything. You will see the industry from the ground up and if it is not for you, move on. Ever thought of being a cameraman? There is an incredible need for camerapersons (pc) in every facet of media. I don't know, sports camera guy, grip for a film company, local cable company writer.
I know it's corny but........Just do it.
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"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined." - Thoreau
"Nothing great was ever accomplished without enthusiasm" - Emerson
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