Everything about your situation spells DOOM.
As such I will perform the Gir Doom Song for you,
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Doom doom de doom doom doom de doom doom doom doom de doom doom doom doom doom doom doom de doom doom de doom de doom doom de doom
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Allow me to explicate my view,
You can't buy love. Gifts do not make a woman hot for you. Understand this, chemestry and friendship are not inclusive. Attraction doesn't cost a dime.
You are also suffering from a major case of oneitis. Oneitis is a killer. Not because you shouldn't appreciate people for their beauty but because you get raped in the head with it. You start seeing shit that isn't there. I am sure you've met people who are treated like shit by their SO's and they think it's "cute," "funny," or "they don't mean it". We are talking Hunter S. Thompson on his worst trip.
Now, what do you say to her? You don't say anything. How often do you see the hero ask for the first kiss?