I am going to go out on a limb and say what I am feeling in my heart. I have been married almost 12 years and I, too, am afraid of being alone forever. Yes, I do believe you can feel this way even when you are with someone. If I was not afraid of being alone, I would have no problems telling my husband how he makes me feel and no problem telling him what he is doing to me emotionally.
Try not to worry, Indigochild. Use this time to learn about yourself, your likes and your dislikes. Use this time to grow into your own person, so you never feel alone even when you are not.
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"Toughness is in the soul and spirit, not in muscles." ~Alex Karras
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