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scared of being alone forever...
Is anyone else afraid they are going to spend the rest of their lives alone? I get this feeling, especially late at night like this. It just sort of creeps up on me, you know?
I recently broke up with my boyfriend of six months with the realization that I did not love him, he was just rebound. He was my reassurance that I wasn't completely hideous or unloveable, although I do think I'm impossible to really love. I don't know why I'm writing this, or the point of it all, but I just needed to write I guess.
What does it mean when the only person you ever loved completely doesn't work out? Does it mean there is someone else out there for you...or that you blew your chances of real love?
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Breathe out,
So I can breathe you in
Hold you in
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