Like a vice, like a bad habit, you need to cut it out until you can handle it. Otherwise, your friendship isn't really a friendship, it's just you chasing the dragon.
Fill up your time with other friends and other activities more often. Let her make the next move, whether it's a friendship move or any other.
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I think the Apocalypse is happening all around us. We go on eating desserts and watching TV. I know I do. I wish we were more capable of sustained passion and sustained resistance. We should be screaming and what we do is gossip. -Lydia Millet
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