theknot.com (if you register...it's free) has a section where you can budget out all your expenses. Since you're artsy (like mee!!) I'd hit up a store like Micheals, they have a wedding section, for inspiration, then go to a cheaper store to buy materials for decorations. Also, if you set a date is there a way to save a portion of each paycheck so a loan won't be so steep? (I've started saving already....and my wedding is 5 years away
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