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stories
stillwater
screen opens in my mind
it's andrea
eyes are closed
by candlelight
she's meditating
i don't know how to
but i'd like to
her eyes open and look at me
close again
screen closes
her head moves into mine
to show me
this is meditating?
my thoughts are gone
just calmness
better than anything
heaven would be feeling like this by a serene lake
stillwater
can i get up and do things while feeling like this?
thoughts are returning
trying to stop them
i'm losing
want the calmness to last
its crumbling
fear
and then they move in again
of course
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