Does it really mater
I know you are here.
I can feel you, but
Does it really matter?
You are so very far away and yet,
You are standing right beside me.
Does it really matter?
I sit here, beside you
Wanting nothing more than to touch you
To have you hold me in your arms. And yet,
Does it really matter?
You are my friend and I only want your happiness.
My true feelings are hidden for fear of losing you.
So I hide part of myself , trying to protect us.
Do you know the old saying:
The worst way to miss someone
Is to be sitting right beside them
And knowing you cant have them?
It is oh so very true.
I want you in my life,
Yet I know I could never have you.
Does it really matter?
Yes, it does matter.
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I try to write my feelings so I will right now. . .
I only post to get feed back. I think its a little rude when you read and dont even bother to make a little comment.
Please do because this helps me a great deal.
Thank you
~Sarah~
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