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Had to post here because I, too, only vaguely remember "my first time." I was entirely sober (and honestly don't think I would've done it the first time any other way) and just ready for it. The first time was in high school just as I turned 17 and, as I think of it now, it blurs with the other sexual encounters I had with my ex. In any case, I do remember that it was awkward and not very good (esp. because it was her first time, too).
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