Wow cool, I am a freak.
And no it's not a result of drinking or other substances. I manage to remember other things just fine. I just never cared for the nostalgia of "firsts". So things like lossing the Big V were never a big deal to me. Infact I can perfectly recall my line of thinking before my first time. After reading several books on sex I was really excited and thinking about all the possibilites. So the first time was like a small stepping stone for me.
I guess I wrote this post because I give advice every now and then to people in life and on forums, and I wan't to be considerate of other points of view.