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I am back with her. She called me last thursday and asked me if I wanted to come to her place to talk. She said that she didn't feel good about the fact that she only gave her opinion about the break up on monday, and wanted to hear mine.
So I told her. I told her that of course I did not want things to continue once I go ack to France. Because of the age difference. Because of the distance. Because I'm a student. Because she needs to find a husband. Not just because I was selfish. I told her that I did not truly love her in a passionate way, but that I had true deep affection for her. And I told her it would be a waste to not spend the remaining month together. That I wanted to make her feel happy for that time.
She told me that she was not truly in love with me either (she used 恋愛 RenAi, meaning passion/true love) but that she loved me very much still.
So I had been totally honest with her. But for some reason, after we had both laid our hearts in front of each other, I started playing a seduction game again, like I did when I first met her. I guess it worked, cause I had her all smiling by the time I left. Later she mailde me that she wanted to date me. We met on Saturday and may I say that that night was the best sex we ever had?
Any input on this would be welcome...
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