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As for him...it could have been any of the 3 men I was with before my husband. All of them were "clean"...Men any woman would run herself over for....well-educated, good looking, sweet, kind....Not at all what the stigma of what an STD is..lol. I had seen thier penis' on many occasions, and they all showed no signs of Herpes, it's possible any of them were a carrier...and it just never showed up on them. I am thinking it was the fling, only because he was the one I had slept with within the 2 weeks prior to the first outbreak, and sadly, I have no idea how to get ahold of him..it was 6 years ago :shrug: I am sure he has figured it out by now if it was him, besides I did mention it to him when it first happened.
I am not really embarrassed, just sad. I was so "careful"....I have slept with 4 people in my life...4!!!! I picked so carefully who I would share my body with, because I never wanted this to happen. It just goes to show you that you can't be "too careful" and with Herpes even condom use isn't 100%. So, be wary ladies...it happens to the best of us.
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How you turned my world, you precious thing
You starve and near exhaust me
Everything I've done, I've done for you
I move the stars for no one
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