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I have a feeling that the religion issue is a big part of the reason for your guilt. I was raised in a very strict religious home. It was so strict that pants were considered immodest for me to wear as a girl. Hubby and I now swing. I know that I have dealt with some guilt as for as this goes. In our case we are pleasing one another and harming no one. When it comes to porn for us, hubby has an extensive collection that he enjoys and I sometimes enjoy it with him. To be honest I have not thought about the fact that some of the actors could have "fallen into it". If it's something that they chose then they have been paid and performed it for the benefit of others, in particular singles who aren't gettin it all the time. In that case I see nothing wrong with it. Perhaps you could branch out and find new things since you mentioned that it might be partly a result of having seen the same thing all the time.
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"Always learn the rules so that you can break them properly." Dalai Lama
My Karma just ran over your Dogma. 
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