I used to feel guilty after masterbation, and well that was a little strange i never got it. I think i felt guilty about fantasizing about other people. Well to make things as short as possible, it turned out to end up effecting my sex life and i would ejaculate prematurely partly because i felt so guilty when i masterbated. It went on for a long time and the way i solved it was getting a girlfriend that i actually respected. I don't know how to help you just telling you i think i have a general idea as to how you are feeling. Looking back i had no idea what was going on then but now when i masterbate to porn afterwords i just tell myself that fantasies never hurt anybody and that it isn't the real world so i no longer have the guilty problem.
Hope this helps.
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