Hold on, just to clarify..
I don't think I have any insecurities or doubt about myself at all. The only thing I'm insure of, factually, is what her intentions are in regards to her recent flirting. We were a bit drunk at the time. My opinion of her changed when our friendship imploded but it hasn't waivered since, including now.
From what I've gathered, she needs to get fucked, hard. I think she knows that with the tension between us I'd drill her six ways from sunday. I think I'm going to dangle the carrot a bit, so to speak, and see if she goes after it.
Now I just fight with myself a little bit about if I shouldn't give her the satisfaction of thinking she could have it.. But I guess the better thing to do, if I want to continue to be bitter, is to stuff her like a thanksgiving turkey and then send her packing.
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